A common thread I’m finding as I continue to post blogs is the prominent role of identity politics in our discussions so far. For the first time though, Queer and Now gave a modern face to the theory that Foucault and Butler have been building in terms of gender and sexuality. This isn’t to say that either theorist’s work felt outdated, but more that their work didn’t seem to put as much of a name and face on the many underlying issues of queer theory as Sedgwick’s work. Her introduction provided the back story we all (unfortunately) know so well now – and that is the inner struggle of those marginalized as sexually queer. Ironically enough, the suicide numbers and statistics actually make the issue more human, providing a more tangible humanity than Foucault and Butler’s academic prose.
In reading Sedgwick, I felt the weight of the word “queer,” with all of its social and political nuance, seems to be almost destructive. In a hegemonic structure that perpetuates the notion of the heterosexual couple as the standard unit by which all others are measured, anyone residing outside of this restrictive definition is then marginalized, polarized, made deviant. It’s a heavy word, one that carries so many implications, in both self-perception as well as societal judgment. It’s extremely curious to me, then, how Sedgwick proclaims “queer” to be merely a matter of self-proclamation; that if I believe myself to be queer, I am. And we can get into the solipsism of this statement, or maybe the semantic/syntactic/pragmatic study of such declarations, but I’m struggling with something a bit higher here, more simplistic. Is it really that easy to “claim” an identity?
After further reflecting on our class discussion around the agency and authenticity of queer self-identification, I found myself having a bit of a “light bulb” moment. If we say, “I think, therefore I am,” than Sedgwick is correct. She – a queer theory pioneer, an oft-quoted queer theory guru – is the most shining example. As a woman who, aside from her profession and area of expertise, can be seen as the very definition of the conventional heterosexual dream, in a long-term seemingly functional 40+ year life partnership and marriage…with a man. No, she didn’t exactly fit the bill of a queer pioneer, but her position in academia and in queer theory remains the same, regardless of what she “reads” like on paper. She clearly internalized and empathized with the term and those who embodied this identity. So maybe what Sedgwick means, is that all one needs to do to be queer is not just he “impulsion to use it in the first person,” (9) but to know it – that is, to acknowledge, to understand, to empathize. We wouldn’t feel a compulsion to self-identify unless we felt some level of understanding, some true reason to claim the identity as our own, so if you feel it, if you know it, then you are. And in this way, then Sedgwick, regardless of her marital/relational categorization, is queer.
Sorry, no deep philosophical ruminations here, just a pretty simple revelation for me about Sedgwick’s work and it’s relation to the Cartesian duality.
-terese
Works Cited
Sedgwick, Eve Kosofsky. Tendencies. Duke University Press, 1993. Print.